The worst thing ever for me is too loose people I love, so when I loose a friendship in which I highly valued it’s like I hate myself a little bit more for trusting that person and they just ghost me and barely talk to me...like I get it if you don’t want to be my friend or you just don’t like talking to me but don’t talk to me very so often and put a smiling face as if our friendship isn’t different....lm sorry I just had to vent that out :’(